你让我感到我对你的感情是...不真实的...

frienz...do u all think bee4 i m your frienx...

i had sacrifice all my time...i had keep all my sad things...
y r all still keep hurting me?

Yesterday is my school carnival koko...
i should b very happy cox i sold off all my yam cake n onde-onde...
i praise to my Lord cox although my yam cake got a bit 'cao sok', but dun have any food poisoning case o any complain...

but...
my story jux began...
Last friday,
we went to Felicia house at 10pm to make onde-onde...
we were very excited n happy to play the flour n try to learn he to make it perfect...

n somebody oso think like we all are perfect...
she kept scolding us...
Keep blaming us...
that spoil all the onde-onde...
i tried my best...
but i got nth...
they didnt take me is their friens...
Haix...
i m hurt!!!

haix...
my heart keep bleeding until nw...
n nevermine i kept 'diam diam'...
i didnt voice out wat my problem...

until the next day...
our ketua became more terrible...
she didnt help a lot in the stall...
is wei yean n me kept shouting n felicia, wang jue, sze pei, chee yin sold the food assiduously...
although chee yin, sze pei n wang jue went for cc n late there but i didnt blame them...
At least, they knew that they were wrong...
but U DUNNO AT ALL!!!

haizx!!!
suan!!!my heart keep bleeding...

after that U put some piece of paper on the table n didnt tell us wat the paper is...
then when we need to clean the table...sze peiasked me wat is d paper...
i dunno wat it is...N WHRE R U THAT TIME,my dearest KETUA!!!??!(u no need to answer me,u noe the answer n 4 everybody too...)

then i called sze pei to throw away the paper...
when u came back...
didnt u asked for my explaination?
DID U?
u DIDNT!!!
u scolded me!!!
u blamed me that i lost the paper...

nvm...
i'swallowed' all my hateness to u...n blame to myself...
u didnt mine to me,
i went to find cik vun to request for another piece paper...
i walked around the school ....
1st round...
2nd round...
3rd round...
still cant find cik vun...

the forth round...
i found...
but not cik vun...

I MET U!!!
wat u had say uto me?
sorry?
sue yee?
No!!!

u said,
WUI...I FOUND D PAPER IN THE DUSTBIN>>>U NO NEED FIND LIAO>>
Wtf!!!
i still being keep quiet...

then, after the carnival koko...
i m soooooo tiredddd!!!
i had been awaken 4 the whole night be4 that!!!!
so, i have no moood to play any games,although i had promise that i must go 4 war game to support scout...
but i ruin my promise...
SORRY!!!

so...
i wanted to go back home at first...
but dunno y i went to find suet yee in the computer lab...
i saw all the ketua gerai n teachers r counting the tokens...
but i didnt c u!!!
then i thought u at somewhere else...
but i didnt think that u r so u had been so unresposible...
u WENT BACK HOME!!!!
WITH D TOKENS!!!

then nvm ...
i called u come back to count the money n i wan to go back home to rest cox i had another tuition at super tuition centre from 6-9o'clock...

but u said to me like this!!!
HUH?!!?Y MUST TODAY?!?!HUH!!!??I M AT HOME NOW LE!!!MONDAY ONLY COUNT THE TOKEN CANOT MEH??!!!

U kept asking me y must u come back n y u cant count 4 me...
i blurred!!1
n i oso dunno y i accepted...n i called u to bring the token 4 me n i help u to count...
I HAD SACRIFICE MY TIME!!!MY MOM'S IME!!!THE TIME 4 ME TO SLEEP!!!

i cant accpet all this things!!!
but i did!!!

n then my mom kept waiting me outside...
when i got the pack of token!!!
u noe what?!!!!!

the token was messed-up with some rubbish...
some had broken into two pieces!!!
ONE WORD...
MESSY!!!!

when i kept counting the money...my heart kept bleeding...my eyes kept tearing...
my mind kept asking me y!!!

mayb i m very appreciate that i had those good n best friends like u ...
so i sacrifice all my things 4 u!!!scolded by teachers...wasting my time...wasting my tears...

so i dunno that hu can b trusted now...
frenx??
family??
but i think there is a best frien to me
my GOD..
i had lost my 信心...

But i m not praising myself had been so kind n so good...
jux i dunno hu is the ppl that i can voice out all my problems to...
so i had choose to voice out here...i m not perasan!!!


tq 4 lending me your eyes!!!
tq

2 days ago...i keep silent jux to attract yor attention at me...
but it is useless,ppl u like is more silent than me...
i had lose!!!but did it mean u dun like me?

how can i noe wat u feel about me besides asking u?
anybody can tell me the answer?
Jux b myself i think...
i wont hurt myself...becox i wont b so stupid...

so....smileeeeee.......=)
Angie...
GAMBATEH!!!

i m next to you ,but u didnt care about me also

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that
I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that
I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep'
Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you